Today as usual, nothing to do so just stay at home and rot, quite a number of things happen lately to me. Don't want to talk about it as it hurts me deeply and no one can understand me!! My problems, family issues that really upset me,i have kept things inside me that i did not told anyone about. I kinda grow up in a broken home and i really want to have someone to share my problems with. I may look happy and content outside but inside me i really feel very miserable, i have to relay on myself for every thing!!! I sometimes ask god why am i born to such uncaring family my mum is still ok but the rest of the family don't seem to care about me! I am sick of this!!!!!! And i seem to have problem with everything, from family to friends to love life.Nobody will understand me, i feel so useless and unwanted and got to stress for my N' level i seriously am very pressured right now!!!!